COUNTERFEIT COUNTENANCE

Don't be deceived by strained smiles & sunny scenes

Desperate, broken pieces are tucked away just underneath

Weary ones always striving to help or to please

Find it harder to rock boats, make waves or release

Glimpses of the messy, the deeply shattered parts

Taking up all of the spaces in their frantic, hurting heart


Don't be convinced by how quickly they say

How they're doing alright, just plugging away

Because the face of someone doing battle inside

Won't show all the places that have died that they hide

Places once thriving, no longer what they seem

With a chest that is heavy & struggling to breathe


Because sometimes where a smile is worn instead

Their eyes tell a deeper story of dread

Eyes that are searching for an exit or escape

From a life far more painful than they can take


So ask and be present, show up and lean in

Don't run when they tell you the dark places they've been

Swallowed up by hopelessness, shame & abuse

The loneliness, fear, the way they were used


They don't need you to save them

Just a safe place to rest

Because smiling is exhausting

When life feels like death.